A few months only and I am still in so much pain.
I am sick of feeling this
much hurt. It is Valentines Day
and all I want is to have my heart back once more.
Belonging to no-one, all mine, and whole
in its entirety.
I am barely holding it together with whatever threads of pride I still have left
Together we were ablaze
and these ashes long for the embers of our love
I am grasping desperately at the pain I feel
because once the pain is gone what will be left?
Once it becomes only a memory
then it is past;
no longer in the present –
We will be over and there will be nothing but
shadows and echoes of love lost.
I feel exhausted, drained, numb, but still I am.
I am too much in love with you still to be hollow
14th February 2015. See original post here: